never saw the snow fall in september
your tiny villages of glass
never saw a smile that could raise my temperature so fast
i was slain in a second

like a fire how the sun’s rays played with
the colors of your eyes
as we drove along the highway

and on the way back home
i would take the dreams we wrote
sing them to you that night on the telephone

my love

the days go by, the days go by
drop another dream of mine right down into that violet light
and watch me burn
you watched us burn
darling dont you think it’s time you ought to take your turn

never heard words like yours before
you held my heart and you were aware
that i would cross that line for you
the bitter street
between the hurt and the pity

well in the end its just the same
in the end you’ll hear my name and
maybe think about that rooftop night
think about that kiss goodbye

i can’t say the same for me
cause i’ve been bruised and i’ve been beat by
your love - or lack therof

…

well i’m headed eastbound, honey
right about that sunrise town
on the verge of a rebirth
and on the brink of going out of style
you can keep your cubist lullabies
loft apartment in the city lines
ill take your word for it
and you’ll take my chances 

v1//

oh january
as cold as ice
you’re gray like rain
im headed west on the new year

over mountain ranges
as red as roses
i wouldn’t have chose it
im better off by the ocean

ch//

and if you would have told me
you would leave me
i would have stayed home
and let you go
bury your lie in the middle of that night
just to hold me
tomorrow
you couldn’t have hurt me here
could you?

v2//

welcome another day
six months past september
i flew my fate
into the sky
to find forever

can you still feel the way
the daylight billowed
and turned on the stars
that lit that night outside your window

ch//

and if you would have loved me in the end
like the beginning
would i still be
singing the songs of strangers
while you’re moving on
without me
you wouldn’t have hurt me here
would you?

br//

oh it’s a shame its a shame its a shame
it’s a crying shame
when you wake up one morning and your heart is full
and by afternoon it’s empty

oh love’s a game, your love’s a game, love’s a furious game
when a fool leads you on
you know it won’t be long
til you’re helpless
and he’s happy

and it’s stranger everyday
when you’re less and less the same

v3//

oh maybe ill sail away
and leave the day victorious
i always felt
your sands could melt
away what’s before us

they say that you’ll turn around
despite the rumours
the pain reveals us
in the form that finally seals us

// 

the first song i will post once i record shortlyyyy….

Pursuit of Something
Its dark in the morning
in the places where you lie
you can’t quite break it

and fear casts its shadow
on your pictures nicely hung
but did you know..
that whenever you’d say run
i’d run?

and im too close to be
too far from where you are
believe me i know
life can be so rough on us

//

but if i were you
id catch the next wave coming in
well i might be wrong sometimes
but you live
you love
in our pursuit of something
bigger than what this world can offer us
you’re stronger than strong
continuing with our conversation
and moving along
dont move too long
without me

//

my current assesment
it has brought me to my knees
i have no answers

but you came and you conquered
while i tried my best to break free
i never knew
that whenever you’d say come
id come

and you’re too very kind
and i have wasted your time
believe me i know
that time can be so rough on us

///

sometimes sometimes
i believe im doing fine
well thought out and otherwise
but im leaning on a compromise
just then, just then
you spoke and everything began to breathe
started to live
started to give
started to seem like
i was ready now 

AQUINNAH

over your sands
Im finding my heart rests on your
Shallow banks and sanctuaries

rolling winds
Go on, lead me to your pasture
And I’ll live by the sea
Forever
And never again resist

Beside your waves I found forgiveness
their glorious roar at night
once caused me to tremble
But i knew
every dream I would ever wish for
could come to life with your blazing fury

I gazed out
And became one with your
Dancing hills and swooping valleys
To the sheep by the stone fence above the swell
To the white sails that hover along the horizon

Lead me home
For I have found my treasure lies
In a cove below the cliffs of clay
Where I can see heaven from my garden

The bird cries
And the sun dies
collapsing into the sea
Tomorrows laughter tints this world around us
and Hushes the days last breath to sleep

Never ending tide
You stole my heart again
How can I ever belong
Anywhere too far from
Where your arms can reach

If could I run away
And my desire grant me wings 
Id fly into your paradise
And break the odds stacked high against me

so wont you etch our names into forever
with a knife whose blade is chance
oh how your smile can ignite
the heat of summer in my december

you remind me of
august’s last deep breath
and september’s first kiss
leaves blushed by our fury

sweet taste of starlight
you waltz with me in my dreams
how I wait wide eyed like a child
and then run to gather your sparks

I could follow you forever
and watch my heart collide with heaven
And then we’ll Run through the rain
and let it melt our fears away

So come dance with me upon the shore
With the fading sun behind us
and ill hang the moon in the right hand corner
just the way you like it

And run with me under the stars
till where the water reaches out for the sand
There is no sound
But the ever present whispers of forgiveness
And the wind whipping wildly through my hair 
And stay with me there until
a new day has risen

ADDICT’S CURE 

the air is thin here
robbing me of my last breath
while you’re somewhere still sitting in your traffic jam
on the weaving roads of my questions
you know ill never make it
all the way around your heart
you say it’s good to cover it up
but it’s better to lay it all out

why can’t you just lie and say you need me?

now im dancing over sidewalks
in a town whose
beauty once dried my eyes
i had no reservations
as i landed in your arms

you know the perfect way to haunt me
closed doors
and fairytales
airplanes and funerals

heaven only knows how beautiful
it was to call you mine
now heaven
has to teach me to pretend that im fine
because im far from fine

and you fall just like you should
oh rays of the moon
i can almost taste those moments
like they grew from the ground

you tossed my heart
in the stream again
watched it tumble
water and wave
watched it wash up on the shore
bruised again

i think if i could hold you
you would know
if i could just touch you
you would know so much better

all my words
all my tears
my fits of honest rushing fears
i thought could
bandage and repair
my love 
with all i have given

im far from fine
im sudden and insecure
fell from a dying branch
turned into the addicts cure

you burn like nothing ive touched
feel my my heart
the scars are deep as rough
but what is my heart
but a shot in the dark?
only echoing
i need you
and i need you again

ive revamped my blog and now will be posting some original music that i’ve been working on in the few days to come!